I am also a btech graduate and exhausted two prelims countinously and i feel same . Your not writing your story but it is the story of majority aspirants jiske ander uske maa - baap ko sarkari officer dikhta hi dikhta hai.. Aur rahi bat IAS ki to kahna hi kya.. mere gharwalo ko sarkari naukari wale full alag duniya ke lagte hai.
MY SOLUTION SOUNDS WEIRDS BUT IT WORKS..
1.SPIRITUALITY: I don't think so why we always appreciate our religion, philosophy and practice after some white supremacist give it a certificate. we have to practice in daily life. For me when i was in the same situation in August I trid to listenJAI HANUMAN CHALISAand do POOJA before i started my studies and also watch Bhagwat geetavideos. Currently i finish 2 chapter of Bhagwat Geeta it help me to decide what to do , So i advice you to give a try.
2.GRIHA KALESH: I found that your educated and assume that you already study women empowerment topic and women related problems so you need to take stand on it. tell your famiy what you think ,what you say show your emotions fully matbal.. ek din khana khane ke bad jab sab khana kha le to machha doapna RAUDRA roop , kali mata wala roop dikha do. Maafi chahta hu agar apni samasya ka samadhan nahi kar pa rahi ho to administration me bhi toyahi feel hoga to kya krogi aap.
3.JOB AND FUTURE:: Recently in the same scenario i decided to go for 5 day study 6th revision and Sunday off.. matlab fully off..
And remember don't attch emotions to exam
study only 6hr for upsc is good and do other stuff for any other job preparation.
4.UPSC:btw your recent score is 80 which is too good your close to game so have patience and don't expect too much to early becausegood things take great time.
last but not the least choose one friend from school , college, tution etc. to share your frustrating chores eg. i have friends who call themselves so communist and i am so called right Binger so we discuss from studies, politics, neighborhood etc, and it will work as my stress buster for us..
so enjoy this time because one day this shall be passed and you tell how you survived and become victorious.. ✌
@Titanium same goes for me...making plans after plans...nothing worked...days are passing... feeling guilty at night...cycle goes on...feeling to run away from everything and start afresh....but dar lagta h phir se ek saal lagega....ghr me kisi ne nahi kaha ki upsc kro...but dil hmesa kehta h ki upsc kro....pta ni kis stage pe life jak khadi ho gai h....feeling ki state level ki exam de deta hu...then again thought comes ki upsc hi kar leta hu.....jb se lockdown me Ghar aaya hu idhr hi hu....phle ni parhta tha to Sharm ati thi ab to na sarm ati h na hi afssos hota h bs khata hu net chalata hu ar so jata hu .. time fly anything now a days...lekin guilt hota h hmesa pta ni kya karu .......ab to lagta h man lu ki har koi upsc ki prep ni kar sakta....lekin deep down there is still a faint voice which is always telling ki "ek bar ar"Pta ni kya karu.... accountability hi ni aarai....koi group agr hai jaha daily Target dete ho .... Google meet organise hote ho...ar koi bs ye bta de ki ye kar lo sahi se upsc nikl jaega.....apne bnae hue plans pe bhrosa hi ni hora h ....pta ni is cycle se kaise niklu....
Enroll in any test series and try to be in top 10 . Don't make plan and schedule becz we have the liberty to change the plan, schedule etc.. Bt not in test series..
I advice you to try SFG or any other which suits you..
-by fellow Aspirant
- Indian Express
- MIH : till 20 pages revision
- Csat : 25 Question
☀️Day Partially off..
*Last week was not good regarding health issues, productivity and change in time table.
Ek small 🤏update tumhare bhai ne Gym 🏋🚴💪 join kar liya hai.. Aur Ab bas yahi kahna chahta hu
Ab banegi meri Body... Oh...Bhaiii.. Oh.. Bhaiii.. Oh Bhaiii. 😅
Hoping for good productive Days.
2020 Prelims : out (cse+ ifos)
2021 Prelims : out (cse + ifos)
In the above attempt I gave my BEST with full throttle preparation .. But failed to clear prelims. Then i was utterly confused regarding future attempts. So in search of what to do after failing prelims.. I found@Neyawn sir video,
Which suggest to plan according to the margin of your marks and cutoff, so decided to slow down the pace of preparation .. Give some time to myself (joined Gym which earlier I found time waste). Reduce my screen TIME.
Joined the test series to maintain the discipline.
Now In 2022 I only opt for Ifos in prelims, I gave prelims to feel the paper from third person view. I was just a skippable attempt for me
2022 Prelims : Out (ifos)
I am writing this to thanks, all the good people of community especially in 2022 thread along with YPT friends who wake me up and Motivate to study .
This is my last post to this thread and.. Now moved to 2023 thread because the show must go on.
And all the best to all fellow aspirant who cleared Prelims because in upcoming 300 days the fate of you and your family is going to be changed..
9:09 Pm (Sunday)
II Ghostwalker ll